Clarity

Well, I am starting to wonder if I will ever lose anymore weight. I am not sure. I am trying to figure out why, why can't I stay on plan again. Truly it is not that hard but yet it is. telling yourself no on everything or taking the extra time to cook 2 meals bites the big one. Yet I know that if I don't forge on I will be extremely upset with myself.

Last week I begged my husband and a great friend to say mean things to me to get me motivated- (What I mean here is pissed off enough to make them eat there words)... LOL... yet no one, no one helped. I have seriously considered calling in my sister. She will be brutally honest and this is one of the reasons I love her. If I ask she will not say no to me, she'll be like...listen hear you lard ass, it ain't getting any smaller. LOL. although truly she doens't mean that but yet she can say it in such a way that I believe her. I am still recalling a conversation with my hubby about 3 weeks ago, and oh yeah that spurs me on.

I am frustrated to say the least. I want to lose 10 more pounds before mid June, and I'm starting to wonder if it will happen at all. How? How can I make myself be more strict, or work out harder.......I still have my July 17 deadline and that is quickly approaching....

oh well. thanks for allowing me to vent. I will post tomorrow on how the day went. Maybe blogging everyday will help me out.

Good luck to all you weightloss people.

Another Weeks

Hello All...

I believe it has been about a week since I last logged in... Geez where does the time go. Well I have been trying very hard to stay on plan.... I'm not doing very well. I feel like I'm going solo and I am finding it much more difficult. I told the hubs to yell at me when I'm not eating right. YEAH... that doesn't happen. He's like babe, its only a little bit it won't kill you. Which I have to agree with him that I don't think it will make much difference... BUT THAT IS NOT THE POINT!!!!!

So after a girls night on Saturday, and not feeling hot on Sunday.. I thought MOnday would be a good day to go hard core. I have found I make little, subtle changes that are basically on plan. I walked about 3 miles yesterday, at a very good pace..... serious sweat happening and I felt great.......So since I have a limited time to get my weight off... I must forge ahead......

I will say all my pants are starting to get loose again.. So maybe, just maybe I'll be down to a pant size I haven't seen since Freshmen year....lol.......

Wish me luck and have a great day.!!!!