MOTIVATION

Hello Again, this has been a long time coming. Haven't felt the need to blog and discuss my failures of continuing the weightloss journey but all the weight gain.. AGAIN. I am always amazed at the inner struggle and turmoil I feel about my weight. It is so not healthy....

So what has changed honestly my mind set. In 1 February I was approached with an opportunity to be appart of a biggest loser competition for a month, and took that opportunity... Well it has been 3 1/2 weeks in Almost finished and where am I in the standings.. Honestly I am at the bottom of the barrel for loss ( there is much heavier people involved and they lose more faster) but I have managed to lose 5 pounds, lots of inches and I am making exercise and food calorie counting a habit again. I feel different this time. I am not after a specific number per say... lol.. although 150 sounds great even size 10/12... but honestly i just want healthy, healthy for me. As long as I can run, keep up with my kiddos and hubby, and just generally be mentally healthy. So I am continuing on with my new healthy habits and the Insanity program. If you haven't tried it. Get it... can't believe the places I have toned in a short period of time.... Continue on until I feel I want to slow down....

Keep you posted.....