HCG Diet

Well after trying the calorie counting thing and not truly losing anything quickly and with my self-loathing at an all time high. I need to do something and do something quick. So after talking with Dawn (who secretly started this without my knowledge) I am now trying the HCG diet. Of course because I have issues with hormones we are starting the HCG Platinum X-30 which is an all natural herbal version of HCG with the same effects as the hormones. I am sad I am jumping on the fad diet band wagon but I need to do something to help me and help me fast. I am almost feeling like self destruction and I need a pick me up.

Well as I stated before my doctor appointment went.. you guessed it normal. All blood work was perfect with the exception of my thyroid it was almost abnormal. But not enough to treat. So I still feel tired, dry hair, nails, skin, weight gain, you name it I got it. So Now I am also trying the natural doctors and I have this appointment on the 19th, I am gonna do this to see if some supplements might help regulate my wacky system. Cross your fingers for me.

Well I officially started the HCG thing yesterday. This is by far the weirdest diet to date for me. The first two days you take the oral drops and eat horrible. I mean eat whatever you want... sky's the limit, no caloric boundaries.. Here is the funny thing. I don't want any of it. been forcing myself to eat bad... But tomorrow is the day I officially start the very low calorie diet of 500 calories a day.....Now I know this may seem extreme but the HCG drops actually target your abnormal fat and tell your body to eat it, in turn you are burning more than enough calories to sustain and not feel weird..... Dawn keeps telling me to eat, eat, eat so I won't be hungry... I am trying......lol... so feel i almost feel sick.....I will post stats tomorrow... more weight gain, shocker and inches for you all... I'm baring it all this time.... what else do I have to lose...

Until the am......