PMS CRAVINGS

OMG-- I could not believe the craving yesterday as I officially started yesterday, holy crap, had 2 pieces of cornbread and 2 pancakes-- of course at different times throughout the day but DAMN!!! what about no bread products. I mean seriously Angela get your shit together and stay on the plan better... SHEESH.... To top it all off gained a pound, which I know is water weight and alot better than the typical 5-6 pounds per month I gain and lose at this time but I don't know how the scale will tip at the beginning of next week. Hopefully I will be okay.

I have come to the conclusion I want this weight gone like "RIGHT NOW" of course logically I know it takes time but I want a smokin body and my boobs back to normal---- Will this happen I don't know... But I have decided on a big treat for myself at the end of this journey and I really want these pictures done so I will finally succeed at this weight loss thing!!!! I'm totally excited. I emailed the photographer to set up an appoint for the late summer or fall today... SO stoked, and now I have to get cracking on the body tonage.....

OOOhhh I officially bought a smaller pant size.. woohoo-- 2 more sizes to go oh and I had to go down a bra strap size, not cup( surprise, surprise) but hey i'm in a 36- YEAH!!!! I was totally excited about the shopping this week. In fact I am dreaming of shopping and that never happens because as much as a i love clothes shopping I don't like to for myself because my ass and boobs never fit properly into clothes....LOL.. oh well that is what the baby sister is for- to pretend she's my barbie occasionally and spend her money on her wardrobe.. But now hopefully we will do that to me when she's comes for a visit this summer........

Well wish me luck with these dang cravings.. and hopefully I drop another couple pounds by Monday... Talk with you soon!!!