Here we go again!!

Wow can't believe it has been since September since I last blogged and honestly I think I need to do this to keep myself accountable. As you may have guessed I have gained 12 pounds of the 17 I lost last year back...Sad....I am so completely mad at myself I don't even know what to say.

I am human after all and like so many other weight lossers out there. I truly thought I could keep it off last year and I tried, I tried super hard. I ate on plan for over 4 months and lost 17 pounds then we when on Vacation and I started eating more normal, not bad just normal, still at child size portions but slowly the weight has creeped on. and I have come to realize that I might be this way forever but maybe not.

So I decided it was time. Time to make a change for me. I felt so wonderful last summer mentally and physically. My hubby tells me all the time I am beautiful just the way I am and I don't need to do anything for him... But this isn't for him. This is for me... me alone.... I think I am going all out this year and will be posting my weights on the blog I will start weight blogging tomorrow and I officially start eating on plan tomorrow too. Gotta get all prepped today and 6WBMO says start on a Monday... But I will post measurements and weight tomorrow... Can't believe I'm gonna do this to the entire Internet......I have also decided that i must log in and track my exercise online/blog as well. This was my downfall I have all the tools here in my house.. I have the treadmill, eliptical and thanks to all my guys the Wii Fit now...(super excited) and cazilleons of tapes.....No excuse not to be working out but when I stopeed walking this summer, the weight started creeping on.

Wish me luck... I'm posting a pic from yesterday sledding.... it truly is just facial shots as I am in snowgear but I will be able to see the progress via the jowls.....lol...

Okay will talk to you in the am.....