Xtreme Mama's Weightloss Adventure!!

Your body is the baggage you must carry through life. The more excess the baggage, the shorter the trip.
Arnold H. Glasgow

Friday, January 21, 2011

Random thoughts!!

Okay so yesterday I had to go to Fairbanks to check out an ambulance for work and I knew it wouldn't be that great of an eating day.. But I did start out good... I had my 2 egg whites, hard boiled with a medium banana. Didn't want to carry an insulator bag to keep my snack eggwhite cool so I just opted for my small apple... So I ate both breakfast then 3 hours later my apple (that was at 9 am) so after all my meetings, running around, and shopping it was 2 pm before I even thought of lunch or my next snack... needless to sayI needed to hurry back home for the 1 1/2-2 hours drive to pick up the kids.... So what the hey let me stop by Wendy's and grab a chicken sandwich.. Seriously contemplated a salad but with the roads being so icy figured one hand was needed for the steering wheel instead for driving with my knees... OMG did I pay for it later.. Could only eat 1/2 of the sandwich before my stomach was like NO MORE, No MORE GREASE!!!! talk about not good.... Wow so wasn't worth it... Next time I will stick with the salad.......lol... But my random thought is why didn't I just take the time and stop and eat.. I mean do I want to be healthier. I cannot believe because I had to be home quickly I ended up torturing myself and it is my own fault. When will I make myself the priority. I am trying yet it is not happening.

I think this is something all mother go through. I guess its part of the job. I just have to figure the balance thing out I guess more me time.....wow I feel guilty just saying that....LOL.. that is so sad.....okay so my promise is to give myself 1 - 1 1/2 hours of me time a day working out and chillaxing. Sounds good now let's see if I can do it.

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